Poetry from The Literary Review
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I'm older than you will ever be, Uncle, dead the year of my birth. You closed your eyes at the bris, a seer, and swore the child will be a scholar. Perhaps it was then my father, that unlettered scholar of horseflesh, turned from his son in his fragile heart and, waving his hand dismissively, sealed my fate like a displeased king. And your half-sister, my mother, beamed and imagined you, a gentleman and almost a scholar, my father. And she lowered her eyes and veiled them against all the future to come. Uncle, I saw you today as you strolled in 1946 on Southern Boulevard, humming under your breath How Deep Is the Ocean, on your way to the Garden and the Zoo. And I turned to you from the gaze of my father's brief life of making small bets and slicing the pages for the books he never read--The World Almanac and Book of Facts, Who's Who In the World of the Jews--until one rose up in protest and cut his eye. And I saw you as my mother envisioned it, lifting me above your head to see the serpents and exotic birds, the great apes mocking us in their austere cages.
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